I described my chemotherapy as a bet by a man who doesn’t gamble.
Well I lost. Rather annoying really.
So now I might have up to a year, or maybe less.
Well it solves one problem, what to do on this blog if I recovered.
I’m on a tablet, not my favourite input tòol, so I will keep it short.
Yes I am disappointed, but I took the wager with my eyes open.
Yes I am angry, who would not be.
Can I blame anyone. Some people are very good at ascribing God’s judgement when sumat goes wrong – especially when it happens to other people. They asked Jesus once about some blokes who were killed when a building fell on them -did they deserve it.? Were they worse than anyone else round there, that it fell on them.
Jesus said no they weren’t, but we will all answer to God for what we do, just like they will.
So I’ve made my peace with God, I am still allowed to be really annoyed, and so sorry for those I will leave.
But I have had a brilliant life, a fantastic wife, and an excellent loving family. That’s more than most get.