Just had my chemo. Now just 20 more doses, 10 more days.Yes, I am getting nervous. I want this to finish, but dread what comes next. How fast will I recover from the chemo? My innards are still seriously messed up, how long before I can navigate other than by where the nearest public toilet is?
I suppose the other thing is that for a year now my entire existence has been centred around the cancer. Now I have to get on with life, while still knowing I may still have death within.
No, that’s being morbid, I withdraw that. After all, we all live with our own mortality, we just try not to think about it. And now I’ve had to. Tough, that’s life, or in this case death.
This post is meandering. Time I went to bed.